The unimaginable,
Tears flow like a river,
Just thinking about it..
I can’t.
How could I go on,
Knowing you’re not here.
When I cant call you,
See you, Hug you.
All the I love yous,
The banter,
The laughs,
Even the arguing.
How can I wake up
Each day,
Not having you here?
I dont have the courage.
The emptiness,
Its so dark,
Bleak,
Dense with burden.
My heart just hurts,
My anger is flowing.
Memories, words,
Your smell, your laughter,
You.
Knowing,
I can’t bring you back.
I’d be lost,
Broken.
Wake up crying,
Go to bed crying,
Thinking of you, crying.
Just so sad.
I’m screaming,
But they can’t hear me.
I’m falling,
But they can’t catch me.
Drifting further away,
Into nothingness.
I slump into a ball,
And fade away.
Without you.
By: Carrie Labiak
An Emotional Writer, With Hope at the End of the Sentence! 