My Past

Im not a slut,
Im not easy,
My past,
Drove me into chaos.

Everytime
I got drunk,
I prayed I wouldnt wake up.

Drinking,
Sex with strangers,
No love
For myself.

My adolescence,
Was stolen.
And replaced with
Actions that i thought
Men wanted.

So when I say
My past was complicated.
It was complex,
To say the least.

~Carrie Labiak ~

Leave a comment